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November 18, 2006

Thanksgiving Retreat

Having missed last year's Thanksgiving retreat, I really wasn't sure what to expect this year. While driving down to the site early in the morning, I started reminiscing about my first retreat... about how painfully shy I felt then, so I practically hid myself by keeping busy helping with various things... about how Pastor Wayne really made the effort to connect with me...

I arrived just in time to join the combined congregations for worship, and that truly was a blessing! I couldn't help but feel my spine tingle as I was reminded of the Spirit-led worship overseas in the underground churches there. You could tell that people really were convicted of the words they were singing, and that it wasn't some rote recitation of feel-good lyrics.

The biggest blessing of today's retreat was simply being in and with the community. =) It felt like ages since I was simply able to just come and have fellowship with the body, without having to worry about leading this, preparing that, or doing ABC-XYZ. I spent time with the youth, played with the young ones, and even had the chance to chat with fellow adults. ;P

Today was the first time in a long while where I was just able to relax... and I felt the stress and tiredness melt away, replaced with joy and contentment. It was great just smiling and laughing... and remembering that this is how I used to be... I definitely am thankful for all the areas in which I had the privilege to serve, but today was confirmation beyond a doubt that I need a season of rest and renewal. =)

Praise the Lord for his enduring love and faithfulness!

Posted by stevelee at November 18, 2006 10:31 PM

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