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November 30, 2006

Just breathe...

Part of me had always known that I've been too busy for my own good.

Hmm... let me rephrase that: I know that I've been really busy, but I didn't realize how much that busy-ness had affected my life and personality until very recently. While stalking various Xangas, one entry made me pause and reflect about myself:

"Sure, I'm friendly to people... but have I really been investing time in people? Have I really been making the effort to reach out and communicate with others?"

To my dismay and shame, I realized the answer was: no. Typically, I would just greet people, perhaps exchange some small talk, then return to my busy little world.

Part of me tries to rationalize my behavior by saying that when I sense that a person is troubled or needs a listening ear - in other words, "worthy of my precious time," then I definitely would make time for that person. But that's completely the wrong attitude! How can I be the light and salt that Jesus calls me to be if I selectively choose who to share that light with?

I know that I need to be more disciplined in getting enough rest (~3-4 hours just doesn't cut it...) and spending more time with Him!

Father in Heaven, forgive me for not aligning my life with your will! Help me to become a humble servant who will patiently wait on you and love others as you do, instead of serving in the flesh!
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One of the other tell-tale signs that I haven't been getting enough rest is when my face starts breaking out! Even more reason to get more rest! Ugh... haha. =(

I've been listening to more Hawaiian music lately... here's a classic one by Iz (Israel Kamakawiwo'ole): Over the Rainbow. Thanks AC! =)

Posted by stevelee at November 30, 2006 03:59 PM

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