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September 29, 2006

Hmm...

Just some random observations and thoughts... aka, more random crap: =P

- I notice that I've become very... proper in my blog entries and when I speak in front of large groups. This isn't necessarily a bad thing at all, but sometimes I wonder if I'm getting to the point where I'm becoming too preachy? I'm a big proponent of "keeping it real" - that is, being relatable to people and avoiding "Christian-ese." It's strange... when I'm speaking with someone one-on-one, that's when the passion and the "real-ness" comes out... but here...

Ehh, I dunno. It's not like I'm writing to try and impress anyone... I just want to convey the joy and other emotions I feel, especially in relating how God's affected my life. I write these entries for myself... at least, I think I am. But I just seem to sound... so proper. =) As if I no longer struggle with temptation, insecurity, or anything like that... and that I bask in God's holy presence 24-7! =/

I really am just a simple guy (with lots of flaws) trying to understand God and follow after Jesus... =)

- For most of my life, I've felt closer to my female friends than guy friends. The only people I have ever considered my "best friends" were (are) females. But... I find that slowly changing this past year. I find myself wanting to spend more time with my guy buddies - especially brothers in Christ, with whom we can share our struggles and keep each other accountable. I used to think myself "beyond" needing that accountability - other than the monthly meetings with my mentor, (the man formerly known as Pastor) Wayne - but I think I was just lying to myself. =)

I had an IM conversation with my old (but young in heart and appearance - talk about a GREAT GUY!) buddy Dub the other night... and it felt great just talking about random guy things! I am VERY thankful for this group of high school buddies: John, Dub, Cal, Brian... the whole "OG hoops posse"... we had lots of fun together, did countless stupid things together (haha)... I wish I had invested more in these relationships, but I truly am thankful for them keeping in touch with me, and including me in their activities!

I guess what inspired this thread of thought was the realization that my fellowship doesn't have many guys who are ready to serve in leadership. If and when God calls Sunny and myself to step down, I really don't know who can/will step up in our place. I know that God will take care of this... but at the same time, I feel a burden to encourage/shepherd (whatever you want to call it) the guys...

In the meantime, praise God for all the faithful sisters who are serving! You ladies rock! =)
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On a COMPLETELY unrelated note: looks like the Naruto filler episodes are finally over! Woohoo!!! =D

On another completely unrelated note: I just learned some cool new Photoshop post-processing techniques (new to me, at least!) - now I see how the pros burn/dodge effectively!

If you have the time/interest, Ron Bigelow's site has lots of very good articles which cover technical aspects of photography and post-processing, but includes lots of helpful, detailed examples so you can follow along! Great for Photoshop noobs like me! =)

Posted by stevelee at September 29, 2006 10:04 PM

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