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December 06, 2005

*yawn*

Sadness... my sleeping habits have reverted back to vampire-like. =(

But, I finally finished the beta version of the fellowship website! Woohoo!
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Don't you love how the moment you say - or even think - that your week/workload looks a little light, suddenly all the emergencies and fires hit? *sigh*

It's kind of weird... while doing some self-introspection the other day, I realized that I'm no longer as ambitious about work as I used to be. My life's priorities have shifted, and I'm no longer so concerned about "going somewhere", titles, recognition, or anything like that. Having said (written) that, it seems that even though I try staying out of the spotlight, I always get pulled back in; work may not be my top priority, but I always give my best, honest effort to whatever I'm involved in.

A few co-workers had "warned" me that historically, past developers for this particular client/project got fast-tracked to higher positions because of its visibility. I can see why. Of course, I don't know whether to praise God for these continued blessings at work, or to feel wary that I'm being further tempted into "busy-ness" and spiritual complacency...
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Speaking of busy-ness, this holiday season feels so different compared to last year! Last Christmas (I gave you my heart! ;)) was filled with excitement and life... this year, I'm struggling to stay awake (and get more sleep)! I'm increasingly tempted to take a week off at the end of the year just to do silly things like sleep in and go to Disneyland before its 50th year anniversary ends!

I also feel bad because I haven't had the chance to hang out with friends and other people I care about a lot like JJ, my small group... if you guys read this, I still miss and pray for you guys! =)

At least Perspectives ends soon! As great of a class as it is, I'm really looking forward to the additional available time!

Posted by stevelee at December 6, 2005 03:04 AM

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